To Blog or Not to Blog?

That is the question! If I were to answer just from the data in front of me (extremely long periods without a blog post) I’d have to say my response apparently is to not blog. But (gasp) data isn’t everything. When faced with the decision to pay the blog hosting fee one more year I considered pulling the plug. I have a reasonable sized audience with whom I interact on Facebook; perhaps that’s enough. Facebook, however, seems to prompt quick ‘of the moment’ posts, suitable for some topics but not for all. And not everyone is on Facebook (some days I wish I weren’t). So I went ahead and paid for another year (which also gives me time to figure out the best way to download and archive all the Boxcarkids blog posts for my kids (and theirs if they opt to have/adopt any). Their memories and perspectives of the events that played a major part in shaping their childhoods are different from mine. I hope reading the posts when they are adults will help them figure some things out.

Regardless, I still face obstacles to blogging. I don’t have as much time for the pursuit as I once did. This year I not only have my relatively new job (STEM Coach) but also another new boss and I am teaching two new classes only one in which I’ve had sufficient training. I took on a second job last spring to help cover expenses (we are slowly getting out from under medical bills but of course new ones, and new car repairs and home issues keep cropping up), working 20 hours a week as a cashier at a local grocery shop. The pay is not great – about $6.50 an hour after deductions but it helps as does the small discount on store brands. Three hungry teenagers can really put a dent in one’s food budget! And those teenagers, busy with extracurricular activities (especially my middle daughter who is a senior this year) eat into my ‘free’ time with all the requisite chauffeuring I do as the only licensed driver in the household.

So time is one issue, but another is the feeling that the blog has outlived its purpose. It was a lifeline for me when our world was cast asunder and I was on shaky ground in so many aspects of my life. It gave me purpose and connections and I felt I was a voice for the many people facing similar hardships who weren’t being seen or heard. But we’ve graduated from the slightly newsworthy family fallen from respectable heights of home ownership to living in a cramped RV. We’re now just one more poor family living in a mobile home in rural Indiana. Drive on folks, not much to see here! Our struggles aren’t particularly interesting (to me they are merely mind-numbing and frustrating) and our few ‘triumphs’ are really just getting over one more hump or through one more hoop. Yawn. Not the stuff novels are made of that’s for sure.

So whether I will continue the blog is still an open question. I do plan a series of short updates when I can get time (and the computer away from my daughter – we are now a one computer household) but I won’t promise they will occur with any regularity. I will continue those short Facebook posts so if you’re on that platform check in with me there.

This entry was posted in blogging, jobs, teaching, Writing and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

4 Responses to To Blog or Not to Blog?

  1. Marta says:

    I visit your fbk and blog sites from time to time, and really enjoy getting news about your life. Keep on with the blog posts if that brings you joy (we’ll celebrate), but if that takes time and energy from your life, then be present and live.

  2. I don’t have time for Facebook unfortunately so I do hope that you’ll stick around here too. We weathered the Great Recession “together” virtually and I often think of you and your family fondly when I’m writing.

  3. I have a fb account but rarely go there and never follow bloggers who decide to go the fb way. Even my favorite bloggers are lost that way.

  4. Linda P. says:

    You and your children are not and never have been “just one more poor family.” In writing fiction, a technique called “deep immersion in the viewpoint” helps readers to identify with the viewpoint character, imagining that they are that character, living what that character does. You’ve immersed us deeply in your viewpoint, helping those who have not lived your struggles to understand how they unfold and how they impact you and your children. Whatever you decide to do in the future, you have accomplished that.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *